looking back.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

i m sick. but i m happier. not as 消极as the other day. dun worry.

sorry peeps, was uncontactable for a few days cox i wasnt at home these 2 days and my handphone ran outta batt. haha. hasnt been feeling well these days too. must be due to the stress lah. but i realise the more stress i m the more i cant study lah. roar. breathe in breathe out.

jia you pple. i am missing all the familiar-est people. <3

; 5:03 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i am tired of maintaining positive. but i m too drained emotionally and mentally to study.
i realise no one can help.
i m so helpless.
i really wana cry.

; 9:11 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

if u fail to plan, u plan to fail.

; 7:49 AM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

so many things happening to and around me this period of time. i think my mentality has changed again.

i think i need a goal in life.
and dare to dream big.

i dunno if it works. but let me just stop procrastinating for once and try.

; 8:26 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

guess what, i ponned a tutorial today. =) i am glad i did. cox it was just an hour tutorial and what's more, today we were jst getting back our mid term papers which i wasnt a teeny weeny bit interested. yay, free day =)

i did my ec3383 and read my sa notes and completed my macro elearning webcast =)
accompanied my mum for checkup.
sounded accomplished hur. actually planned to do more. hahah. too much unfinished work.

colin's mum called me this evening cox colin had some homework which he didnt know how to do. so i asked him to come my blk's void deck cox i was hoping it wouldnt take so long. haha. but guess what, it was a 1.5hr session just like a normal tuition session. and my pay for today was 3 steamed crabs (!!!!!!) which i was apparently allergic to. but becox it's my "pay", i ATE them and guess what, my throat and my lips swelled up after consuming them. i jus pray that the rashes wouldnt surface tml. omg.

i was feeling random today. like randomly emo for no reason and started binge eating at home and feeling uber guilty now. like going to http://www.phobialist.com/ to search for random phobia and realise that i am kinda phobic-tic (i meant having alot of phobias) hahah.

this is cool
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth (this is random. it just made me laugh)

taking it for granted.
taken for granted.
Athazagoraphobic

; 11:02 PM